woo! count until 20000 days remaining, no i'm not emo today, and somehow typing this makes me feel emo, but no.. just a reminder of how things actually are.
54 years, 290 days to age 70.. thing is, i'm so scared of everyday now i wonder if that day will even be reached.. everyone talks about doomsday as if its nothing.. but somehow i treat all of this extremely depressing.. i avoid all these topics..
the money no enough 2, 3 days after watching, one scene still stuck in my mind and can still make me tear.. the part where the ma found out she got sent to old folk's home, that particular shot on her face. just remembering that alone makes me feel like tearing up even now..
anyway, reality is this, 20000 days to age 70.. i can't remember when i started from though.. i never track it at all.. everyday i just delete it casually, sometimes it makes me feel scared as i strike off a day, but still, remember, she is there, i will not be alone.. and so will everyone..
11 days to her birthday ^^
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