today I had a dream which included her. I woke up feeling abit hurt.. I am quite wondering how long can I hold up this mindset. It's quite stressful for me since reality is she's gone. But without this mindset I will be much worse.
Paid a nice little visit to her youtube account again. Wanted to cry. I miss her. I think that's the only word I can use to describe right now.
Close my eyes, feel the surroundings around me, talk in my mind, and wait for replies. Has given me encouragements many times.
I wonder how's her parents and brother too. Their stress is several times more than me.
Anyways, good that work is easy, heheh.
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