lets jus take this slowly

why feel so stressed when doing work? take it slowly, lower down the anxiety, take it step by step........

thanks for learning one new thing

hmm? a normal update?

so, christmas's just over. went out lots of times, compared to last year i said i will not celebrate christmas ever again...

so, on saturday i began saying that i'm feeling abit too high, need to go out do crazy stuff... eventually we did a few days later... yea it was fun... we need to do this kind of stuff more...? break the culture, let's go do epic stuff.

but, must not be overjoyful.

back~~~

yay one year of work finally finished today (yesterday)....

glad? yay...



but, i dunoe why, i did not feel i succeeded, i only had 5 interruptions, i still tink its ugly, and i dont tink i'll be able to find myself online, and i dun wan to tink about what i did yst

the main objective is: take a video to submit to nicodouga, cosplay is second priority

the video is trash, we could have did MUCH better, it was terrible, worse than our regular dance practices. we wasted such a good opportunity. luckily we did 2 loops of epic dances in the end to fill up the day...



haiz. i had both succeeded and failed.




a few days before i was thinking, could this be the one time that NOTHING goes wrong? i got all my costume parts, we are back on the stage, and ultimately, i completed what i needed to do. I was wondering when will God strike something out of nowhere, but no, things were kinda successful, so thank You. Ultimately, i had made many frens, even though the video failed, we will do it another time.

chaos day

ok lets get all these out



yayyy they revived digimon in singapore!!!!




okay... fu..
so, we are back in performance. what? now i only hav 5 days to get my costume ready? argh. im really not happy at all... seriously... while everyone is like jumping around, we were previously like so free to think about what we wanna do, and suddenly the organiser apologised saying they made a mistake...

cannon = bear with it. helmet = no hope. underwear? gonna work on it. boots? haiz



reading all my previous cell's ppl's blogs... haha.. so many have changed... everyone is starting to see the rest of the world... many have not experienced traumatic experiences that they can always praise God... man, it's been so long...

one night i suddenly felt scared (you know, like out of nowhere you feel like you are being watched), i realised, man i miss worship...



is it good? will this continue? there's nowhere else i can continue going, i'm having fun with my weekly activities, im jus going to continue this path...

haiz, from all free to suddenly so stress right now... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


my parents still hasnt come back yet, not tat im sure of the time anyway... but as usual, my mind goes wild... so, here's a peek of what i'm thinking... what if ... argh after writing for awhile i realised maybe it's not a good idea to type out what i'm thinking...


so, no one else in the church has experienced any close one's death? looks like friend's death happens really infrequently... the one time it happened, it was right in my face... i'm surprised everyone in the cell is still alive... and haven't experienced anything similar...



and great.. someone realised what my pm means and decided to adopt it in a more apparent manner "24819 days to live" (he's always this kind of mischief)... not that im angry at him anyway coz he's like that... but tat will definitely make more ppl realise what my pm means... haiz

short dolt

before i forget


"if i want to be depressed, i just need to flip open the newspaper" that's why i stopped reading news already. and stop being concerned with the world.
"for each thing you love, there will be a great test that determines how much you love it. that is death."