23 march

just now i cried about my dog.

i thought about the day when he died. how would it feel like. my dog no longer in this house.

i said i will never give so much affection to any other thing after she died.

now its my dog.

thinking about it, i cried.

he's so active now.

how would it be after 12 years when he finally dies.

10th march

i declare this week as "Saving money for brawl" week, eating instant noodles and 1 foodcourt meal per day so i can get brawl next week (MUST. RESIST. BUYING. BRAWL. TODAY)

i'm feeling sad but now abit happier for now.
I'm sorry for being angry at a person when he doesn't even know what remarks made me avoid him. But I don't know how to get back. He already say sorry to me. I just don't like daily classmates reading my blog.

I talked to alot of church ppl the past few days. I don't know whether I really want to go back anot..